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Post by Louis Weasley on May 20, 2008 21:31:55 GMT -5
 x Come and lay right on my bed, sit and drink some wine
I'll try not to make you cry.[/font][/size][/right] Louis didn't knew what to do and it was quite understandable, he was unaware of her problem and therefore there was nothing he could say at that moment that would help. Being a letter from St Mungus and from her reaction, they weren't good news for sure. He and Twilight had nothing else than those small moments where they exchanged insults from one another, he had no idea of what was her life like and at that moment, he wished he knew so he could say or do something that would make her feel better.
When she started crying, Louis threw his lollipop away and placed his arms around her, pressing her gently against him with his lips against her head, caressing her back with one hand. The news seemed to be worst than he thought, but still, he didn't say anything neither did he asked what was written, she would tell him when the time was right.
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Post by Twilight Tempest on May 20, 2008 21:41:52 GMT -5
Twilight felt the arms around her. She dropped the letter and held onto Louis. She had forgotten he was actually there. Why hadn't he just walked off. She now seemed weak int he eyes of her rival. As her tears dripped her heavy black make up ran and she whispered quietly, "What am I going to do without him? I didn't get a chance to say goodbye." A fresh flood of sobs took over, her small frame shaking. Twilight, for the first time since her mother's death, was shattered on the inside. The pain consumed her. She wanted to cry her eyes out, be sick, scream and shout all at the same time.
Goosebumps had appeared on the white skin and she stood there, the world spinning around her. "What do I do now?" she muttered quietly, more to herself than Louis. "I can't go and see him." Temps knew she would have to but that would really confirm it. And then she'd have to arrange the funeral and sort everything out. Her head ached from the new information that was thrown from every direction and all the time she just held onto Louis. |
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Post by Louis Weasley on May 20, 2008 21:57:58 GMT -5
x Come and lay right on my bed, sit and drink some wine
I'll try not to make you cry.[/font][/size][/right] It seemed what happened was worst than what Louis thought, from her words and reaction he assumed someone dear to her had past away. This was the first time of him dealing with something like this, although his arms were around her, he didn't knew what to do next, what to say. What answer could he give to her questions that would make things better or at least more bearable? Placing his hand on each of her cheeks, he raised her head slightly so her eyes stayed at the same level of his and cleaned the tears with his thumbs "You have to be strong, I can't imagine how hard it must be and how much pain your going through, he knew how much you loved him and it's not too late to say good-bye.I bet he's looking at you right now wherever he is, protecting you and wanting for you to be strong" his voice was calm and still he was unsure If he had said the right things, the last thing he wanted was to make her worst.
Closing his eyes, both their bodies were pressed by a magical force and in the next moment they found themselves away from Hogsmead, the village could be seen far from where they were. There, grass filled the entire place and there was only one tree in several miles, right behind them. "Sit, the air will make you feel better" he stated before going down and sitting on the grass, the view was great, but at that moment it really didn't matter.
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Post by Twilight Tempest on May 20, 2008 22:09:12 GMT -5
Twilight looked up at Louis. As he spoke she attempted to blink back the tears.He was right of course. Her father would ot have wanted her to act like this. Zephyr had told her to carry on strong and to remember him with happy thoughts, and smile at the memories. However, the feeling of her heart being constricted in her chest would not shift. It was a deep set pain that she knew would not leave her easily no matter how much she willed it to.
It was a few moments later that they were standing away from Hogsmeade. She stood in the grass looking around. It was bare land for miles. Twilight listened to Louis, as he was making more sense than she was right now. She sat herself down on the grass and harshly wiped her tears away with the sleeves of her hoodie. This left thick black marks on her face, but she did not care. Temps sat there taking in deep breaths. She looked at Louis and realised that he was actually there with her and helping. Temps spoke to him quietly, "I'm sorry. This isn''t your mess. You can leave if you want." |
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Post by Louis Weasley on May 21, 2008 11:42:17 GMT -5
x Come and lay right on my bed, sit and drink some wine
I'll try not to make you cry.[/font][/size][/right] "I'm sorry. This isn't your mess. You can leave if you want."
Putting his hand on the back of her head, he pulled her gently closer to him with a warm smile. "I don't." he replied simply looking to her and then straight ahead, this was the first time Louis had been caught in such a serious problem, one of the reasons he avoided long term relationships was so he wouldn't have to deal with things like this, feelings. He never knew what was the right thing to say or do, If there was one, but in this case he wanted to be there, by her side, to make things easier if possible, he wouldn't judge her, make fun of her at that moment he just wanted her to be alright, no matter how long he had to spend by her side.
"Tell me about him..." he said in a very low tone almost has a whisper, maybe talking about him would make things easier, he really wasn't sure. Taking his handkerchief from the pocket of his jacket he handed to her "here"
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Post by Twilight Tempest on May 21, 2008 13:13:13 GMT -5
She was somewhat happy that Louis was not going and would stay with her. His warm smile and gentle tone made her feel safe. Temps just felt like she wasn't alone. She took the hanky from him with a weak smile. "I don't know what to say...He's my Dad. I always looked up to him, he's all I've had for years. He looked after me and I just...I don't have anyone anymore. I don't get along with everyone else in the family. I've lost the only person that meant the world to me." Twilight's focus was out on the village. "He had his faults...everyone does...but his caused him his death." |
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Post by Louis Weasley on May 21, 2008 18:59:58 GMT -5
x Come and lay right on my bed, sit and drink some wine
I'll try not to make you cry.[/font][/size][/right] Louis heard as Twilight talked about her father, in his mind he was thinking how he would feel if he had lost his father, he was unable to, he never lost anyone in his life and besides, he wasn't like her, he had a really large family and he knew if something was to happen to anyone in it, the rest would be there, supporting and doing everything in their power to help. At that moment Louis, her rival, the one she seemed to hate so much was the only one there, he was waiting that at any moment she would come to her senses and send him away with a scream. He wouldn't blame her if that would of happen, she would prefer a friend or even someone she didn't knew over Louis, at least that was what he thought. "Can I ask what it was?" His voice still very calm and gentle, he was thinking that the reason was alcohol, but that was just a guess.
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Post by Twilight Tempest on May 21, 2008 22:59:28 GMT -5
Twilight looked at him with watery eyes. "All I tel you stays between us...it is not to go any further than here." she explained.Twilight knew he would probably end up hating her even more, and she would have done anything to have Nigel with her. It was just that he knew it all. "My father was a Death Eater, simple. Went out drinking one night but obviously one of his 'friens' had placed something in there. By the time we kew and got to St MUngo's it had done it's job." Twilight gently rubbed her left forearm. She was involved in the Junior Death Eaters. But the only reason behind it was her Dad. She'd have done anything to make him proud of her, but now that he was gone.... Temps couldn't leave then though. That would be like standing there and telling them to kill her. A fresh flood of tears cam to her, and she hugged her knees to her chest. Life was not doing her any favours right now. |
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Post by Louis Weasley on May 22, 2008 1:07:07 GMT -5
x Come and lay right on my bed, sit and drink some wine
I'll try not to make you cry.[/font][/size][/right] "All I tel you stays between us...it is not to go any further than here."
"Don't worry" he stated completely oblivious to what was coming, he thought it wouldn't be anything serious other than something that she would most probably be ashamed of, but when the next words left her mouth, his gaze turned from the landscape directly to her with his eyebrows raised. A death eater?He was so not expecting that, he knew they were rising once again and that was the reason the order never broke and Louis made part of it, he was still a junior but in one year he would be a full member, defending what was right next to his parents, family and friends.Everyone of his cousins and family that were in Hogwarts were receiving special training so they would be prepared If anything would of happen.
As she rubbed her arm, it was obvious, she had the dark mark. Running his fingers through his hair, Louis took a deep breath, this turned out to be more complicated than what he thought it would. Now, If he didn't say anything to the order about what she had just told him, if eventually his family were to find out about him keeping it a secret he would most certain be kicked out and even be blamed of putting innocent people in danger.On the other side, he would never break a promise and even though she hated him, the last thing he wanted was to be the cause of her going to azkaban. "Do you want to be with them?" he asked about the death eaters after leaning back, supported by his hands behind him on the grass.
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Post by Twilight Tempest on May 22, 2008 11:11:02 GMT -5
Twilight looked at Louis. Temps then shook her head. "No," she wispered. Twilight sighed heavily, "Power, money, the dark arts....it doesn't appeal to me." She spoke truthfully. "I only ever did it to make my father proud of me. To allow us to have more in common. And I know, it's a stupid reason....but I don't know....I just wanted to see him proud of me and tell me that I was just th way he wanted his children to turn out. But I've seen what it does to people. I've read things, I've witnessed things. I've lost someone to it all. It means nothing to me."
Once again she brushed her tears away harshly. "You can think what you want about me and my house Louis but we aren't all alike. I was placed in Slytherin because I am a closed book. I think about things in a darker way but ..." the sentence died and she shrugged. Twilight couldn't defend herself. It was a bad choice whatever way you looked at it even if she was telling the truth. |
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Post by Louis Weasley on May 22, 2008 20:33:31 GMT -5
x Come and lay right on my bed, sit and drink some wine
I'll try not to make you cry.[/font][/size][/right] "I only ever did it to make my father proud of me. To allow us to have more in common. And I know, it's a stupid reason....but I don't know....I just wanted to see him proud of me and tell me that I was just th way he wanted his children to turn out. But I've seen what it does to people. I've read things, I've witnessed things. I've lost someone to it all. It means nothing to me."
A smiled appeared on Louis lips and his expression was now more calm. He was glad she thought like that and that she had no desire to follow people that only goal in life was to make others lives a living hell, from torture to instant death, without thinking twice just because they didn't share the same thoughts or blood as they did. "I don't see anything stupid about what you did. Sometimes our love for others are way stronger than our wishes or desires. You just wanted your father's approval, there's nothing wrong with that. Besides, If you truly want to leave the death eaters than I promise you I'll do everything in my power to help and protect you" Yes, Louis was a very gifted wizard but that didn't really make it when fighting against dozens of death eaters, he would have to take things to the order and he was sure they would help."By the way, you don't really have a choice" he claimed laughing gently and leaning forward once again "I just want you to know that although we don't usually get along, I care for you and I want you to know that I'm here for anything" he placed his hand under her chin and moved her head gently so their eyes could meet "Trust me" he smiled warmly and gave her a small kiss on the forehead, he was giving everything he had, he was opening himself to someone, something he rarely did but now wasn't a time to be proud, there were things more important.
You can think what you want about me and my house Louis but we aren't all alike. I was placed in Slytherin because I am a closed book. I think about things in a darker way but ..."
"Yes, closed book and sharp tongue" he teased with small grin, trying to make her feel better "I don't think nothing about you guys, besides, I actually think the most good looking girls are in slytherin" he laughed gently. He wanted to light up the mood, he wanted to see, even if small, a smile from her. He knew it wasn't time for that, but like she had said, her father didn't want her to feel like that, he wanted to be reminded only with the best memories. He wanted her to smile as well.
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Post by Twilight Tempest on May 22, 2008 21:47:01 GMT -5
Twilight just looked at him. She couldn't believe that he didn't think what she had done was stupid and foolish. She listened to Louis's words and they were true. She had looked above her desires because the one person who she trusted and loved had asked her to do something different. Temps couldn't help but raise an eyebrow when Louis said he'd protect her. "i do want to leave them, but that is beyond risky. It's like giving them the wand and standing there saying, 'Go for it. Kill me now.'" she explained seriously. Twilight was made to look up into blue eyes and she couldn't help but trust him. He was helping her so much. If he had not have been there she would have just curled up in her dorm. Smiling weakly at the kiss on her forehead she listened to him.
"It's not sharp." she told him, poking it out slightly. "And even if it is, you must admit it comes in handy for defending myself. At his next comment she laughed lightly, "trust you to know who and where the best looking girls are Louis Weasley. I wouldn't let the girls in your House catch you saying that thugh, you'll lose a good number of admirers." Twilight stretched out slightly and lay back in the grass, he eye looking up at the sky and it's clouds that seemed to dawdle along as if they had nothing better to do. |
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Post by Louis Weasley on May 25, 2008 12:45:08 GMT -5
x Come and lay right on my bed, sit and drink some wine
I'll try not to make you cry.[/font][/size][/right] "i do want to leave them, but that is beyond risky. It's like giving them the wand and standing there saying, 'Go for it. Kill me now.'"
"Then I'll be in front of you taking the hit" he claimed simply like there was no other possibility. Louis could be very cold sometimes but that didn't meant he wouldn't risk his life for others he cared about. He was a serious person and this was a serious business, he wasn't playing around and saying things without thinking about it before, when the young weasley committed to something he would take it to the end even if it meant risking his own life. "Besides, while we're in Hogwarts you have nothing to worry about, there's no way they can enter and I don't think they would risk everything just to kill a seventeen old girl because she left them" he stated with a light smile.
"trust you to know who and where the best looking girls are Louis Weasley. I wouldn't let the girls in your House catch you saying that thugh, you'll lose a good number of admirers."
Laughing gently he rolled his eyes " I don't think I'll ever lose any admirers, let's face it, when you look like this..." he stated making a movement with his hand pointing his face "You're just unable to say no" grinning he pushed her gently on the side with his shoulder.
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Post by Twilight Tempest on May 25, 2008 13:57:17 GMT -5
Twilight heard him and she just couldn't comprehend it. "I feel I've caused so much trouble for you and all I came out for was a few pounds of fudge." She had never made life easy for Louis but this was serious and he seemed so serious. It was just another side to him that she was seeing. emps nodded, "Yeah, I know I'll be alright here. It's what I choose to go on and do afterwards that's gonna spark suspicions and such." Twilight wasn't sure what she would do. There was a small passion for the Department of Mysteries but she didn't know if she could make it in.
Laughing softly Twilight replied, "Of course Louis. No one could ever say no to you. And me? Yes, I secretly want you and would do anything to have you." She said it in a teasing tone but Twilight wondered what it was like to have Louis at your side as a boyfriend. Temps had heard things of course but assumed that most of the words were tall tales and rumours that were made up by spiteful girl who had found themselves dumped after a week. |
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Post by Louis Weasley on May 25, 2008 14:35:17 GMT -5
x Come and lay right on my bed, sit and drink some wine
I'll try not to make you cry.[/font][/size][/right] "Of course Louis. No one could ever say no to you. And me? Yes, I secretly want you and would do anything to have you."
"I know you do" he stated with a large smirk, winking to the girl "You just can't keep your eyes from me he added teasing , actually, Louis did find Twilight extremely attractive and he had somewhat of a crush for her, it had been something that grew from their little fights, he didn't know why and how, but it did and even though he tried to ignore it, now more than ever, he could feel it. Would he ever say anything about it to anyone or even her?No, but it was there.
Stretching his arms over his head, Louis yawned, the sun was starting to hide behind the mountains and he was starting to get hungry. "How about we get back to the castle? I'm slightly hungry and my but is starting to get numb" he claimed standing up and extending his hand to her so she could get up.
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