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Post by Twilight Tempest on Jun 14, 2008 22:05:41 GMT -5
"Rydell I don't care!" Twilight burst out, turning around to look at him. "I honestly don't care. I hate seing you suffer. And that episode was horrific to me, even if the owl is ok. You can't keep feeding off animals like that. It's not right." She moved close to him and placed her hands on either side on his face so she could look up into his eyes. "I'm youre friend." she whispered to him. "Don't you think it guts my heart to watch you having to do that. I want to be there for you, but the creature barrier is holding me back. I can't fully understand, and you shouldn't go through it all on your own." |
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Post by Rydell O'Connell on Jun 14, 2008 22:11:39 GMT -5
Rydell looked at her for a few moments before pulling her into a hug. "I.... Can't do this to you." he said to her, "Never will be able to. Even if it means that I end up starving." he said, "You are the only real friend I've got and I would lose you if I did it." he said to her, She wouldn't be like him. She would be forced to live her life at night away from her friends and family.
He let go of her. "I'm sorry, I just can't." he said to her as he looked at her sadly. "Besides you have a life." he said. "You have your whole life ahead of you." he said, "I can't take away the life you might have just to feed myself. Force you to live only at night. Not even be able to look at the sunrise. Not be able to grow old and die with the one you love." he said, "I am not that cruel."
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Post by Twilight Tempest on Jun 14, 2008 22:23:54 GMT -5
Twilight hugged him back gently. She had this depp set unhappiness placed in her now. "I just don't like seeing you hurting." she whispered in a broken voice. She knew she was going to end up crying. Temps cared because she had done so much to help her father and had still lost him and now she just wanted to help her friends to keep them close. Tili didn't need to lose them right now...or ever as a matter of fact.
As he let go Twilight turned around quickly to wipe a stray tear away the situation lighter .... wanting to move that unhappiness and uselessness. and took a seat on the window ledge again. "I understand where you are coming from but I don't care." she told him again. "I know you aren't cruel. But who says I wouldn't be able to fall in love and lead a semi normal life. The Auror department probably would love people on night shift that wouldn't complain..." Twilight laughed wanting to make the situation lighter... trying to shift the unhappiness and uselessness... |
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Post by Rydell O'Connell on Jun 14, 2008 22:32:00 GMT -5
Rydell nodded as he listened to her. "But I don't want you to go through the pain of watching your friends grow old and die.'' he said to her. "Twilight, I know you want to help, but in this instance you can't." he said, "No one can." he said as he walked over to the window she was sitting on the ledge too. "People have tried to help, but they never wanted to help, they just wanted to become immortal. Live forever. Be able to do magic." he said, "I think that I am the first vampire in recorded history to be allowed a wand." he said. "I think it is because they figure if I am walking in the daylight I must be human." he said to her. "Or mostly human." he said.
Rydell looked at her, "When I look at you, and see you smiling having fun, it makes me happy. It helps the hunger go away." he said. "The only way I will ever be able to see you happy, Truly happy. Is if you stay human." he said to her as he reached over and stroked her cheek. "That will help me the most." he said
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Post by Twilight Tempest on Jun 14, 2008 22:42:26 GMT -5
She listened to him quietly. He made sense of course. Everything he said always made sense. Nodding numbly she agreed in that silent way. "I'm sorry. I just hate feeling so useless. I love hanging out with you and just talking. Makes me feel happy for once. And then I see you aren't and I feel like I just want to make you smile." Twilight told him quietly. Why? ... she had no idea. She'd never gone out of her way to help the rest of her friends before. |
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Post by Rydell O'Connell on Jun 14, 2008 22:52:45 GMT -5
Rydell looked at her, "How about this, We both try to be happy while the other is around?" he suggested "That way we can both be happy." he said to her with a slight smile. "How have you and Louis been?" he asked her curiously as he remembered she had said something about Louis back a few weeks before.
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Post by Twilight Tempest on Jun 14, 2008 22:57:10 GMT -5
"Ok, I can do that." she said. Twilight would try and stay happy when Rydell was around. Temps smiled smally but it dropped at the mention of Louis. She groaned and replied, "I've avoided him. I can't believe I was stupid enough to kiss him. The more I think about it the more stupid it seems." Temps shook her head. He was helping her but he was also a load of trouble when it came to relationships. |
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Post by Rydell O'Connell on Jun 14, 2008 23:00:06 GMT -5
Rydell looked at her, "Going that badly huh." he said to her, "You know avoiding him isn't going to solve anything" he said to her as he was mentally leaping for joy. "If anything it will strain your relationship." he said to her as he looked out the window at the grounds. "And I didn't know you kissed him." he said to her as he watched a couple of people hug. He looked up and sighed slightly as he leaned on the window sill. "And if things don't work out, You still got me." he said to her softly.
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Post by Twilight Tempest on Jun 14, 2008 23:05:16 GMT -5
"Yeah I know. But our relationship was strained from the beginning. We agrued a lot it's just that day changed things." Twilight then blushed slightly. "Yeah i kissed him. I don't know why. I was just...just so greatful that he was there and it just happened, and inside I know it shouldn't have." Twilight looked to Rydell and smiled, "Yeah I know iI have you. You know I love you to bits, right?" He probably did but it was just a reminder for him. |
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Post by Rydell O'Connell on Jun 14, 2008 23:12:28 GMT -5
"Yeah, I know." he said to her as he looked over at her. It was a painful reminder for him, because he knew he was always going to be in the background. The friend who was there for her but never there in time to be more then a friend. "You realize that shouldn't haves have killed relationships." he said to her, "I shouldn't of done that. or I shouldn't do that." he said. "That is the simple phrase that makes you question yourself. If you enjoyed it you should continue to do it." he said to her simply.
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Post by Twilight Tempest on Jun 14, 2008 23:16:29 GMT -5
"Oh Ry, please don't lecture me on it. I really don't want to continue anything like that with him. I'm not letting anyone that close to me....at least I don't think I will, but what fate had in store, who knows." Twilight said with a shrug. "You talk as if you know from experience. SO 'fess up bubz, what's held you back?" She was a very curious, bordering, nosy child. Especially when it came to her friends. |
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Post by Rydell O'Connell on Jun 14, 2008 23:21:18 GMT -5
Rydell sighed, before giving her a 'what do you think' look, "You know what is holding me back" he said to her as he looked at her, "I have been looking but you know, I can't seem to find the right one for me." he said to her knowing exactly who he wanted to be right for him. "Besides, your the one who is holding yourself back." He said, "You are attractive and smart, and if you let them, Guys would be fighting each other over who got to be your Boyfriend. Your friend. Possibly even your spouse." he said to her. "I am not that lucky." he said.
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Post by Twilight Tempest on Jun 14, 2008 23:33:43 GMT -5
"Apart from that, you plank..." Twilight said. That reason was just obvious. "Well keep looking hun, because you never know when she'll be staring right at you." Twilight laughed softly, "Getting a bit ahead of ourselves now aren't we. Look, I could never find a guy who will keep me happy. Like ever. I'm such a wild person emotionally and literally and most guys don't want to deal with that. Hey! I have an idea. How about I find you a girl?" Twilight knew some nice girls who would most likely be interested in Rydell and wouldn't mind his vampire side. |
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Post by Rydell O'Connell on Jun 14, 2008 23:40:29 GMT -5
"If you can find me a girl, I will stop bugging you with relationship advice." he said to her smiling. "I can try and find you a guy" he said to her, He already knew he wouldn't be able to. And if he did he would be destroyed. he smiled slightly as he looked at her, "If you find me a girl I will pay for a double date for you and who ever you want to take and myself and the girl you find me." he said to her as he thought about it.
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Post by Twilight Tempest on Jun 14, 2008 23:43:18 GMT -5
"Hoorah! I am definately going to find you a girl then." Twilight then shook her head. "I'll find myself someone in time." Twilight racked her brains for a girl that would match Rydell and she had someone perfect in mind. "Alright then. Give me util Friday. Friday night we'll go on this double date." She grinned glad to know she could hep him in that way at least. |
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